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Kirk/Spock This Simple Feeling

denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 14 2012, 2:28 am

 


                                    ALONE  Part One


Alone in the dark what do you see?


I see nothing for darkness surrounds me.


Alone in the light what do you see?


I see more light it's all around me.


Alone what do you hear?


I hear nothing for deafness has silenced me.


Alone what do you taste?


I taste nothing for bitterness escapes me.


Alone what do you smell?


I smell nothing for my senses have left me.


Alone what do you feel?


I feel nothing for nothingness is less than me.


Alone what do you need?


I need nothing for no one cares for me.


Alone what do you fear?


I fear nothing, but death is a constant, and always upon me.


Alone whom do you love?


If I could, I would love thee...


 


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I have been, and always shall be yours.

denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 14 2012, 2:33 am

                                                     Alone Part Two


Alone in the dark, what do you see?
I see the darkness, as I live in its obscurity.

Alone in the light what do you see?
I see light so bright, it blinds me.

Alone, what do you hear?
I hear their laughter as they mock me.

Alone, what do you feel?
We are taught not to. It is our way you see.

Alone what do you smell?
I smell his scent, forever etched in memory.

Alone what do you fear?
I fear he knows what I wish, and will reject me.

Alone what do you taste?
Bitter tears, as they slide down my face so easily.

Alone whom do you love?
Jim, only him, for eternity.


I have been, and always shall be yours.

Matthias Russell

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Report this Jan. 14 2012, 10:18 pm

Quote: /view_profile/ @

>

>Kirk and Spock, the best of friends

>But this is where the story ends.

>In 45 years from Nero to Khan

>There's no indication they're getiing it on.

>It bugs me bad that you insist

>On something more from canon's gist.

>Though I might die before I wake

>My boys aint queer so gimmie a break!

>


QFT. Here, here.


I understand wanting GLBT characters and heros in trek, but these 2 just were not. Looking for love where it doesn't exist is sadder in fiction than it is in reality.


Matthias Russell

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Report this Jan. 14 2012, 11:53 pm

I've seen gay actors play straight characters and straight actors play gay characters.  How does Quinto's lifestyle relate to Spock's?


The original Sulu was played by a gay man. Sulu chased girls them later had a family with a daughter.  The actor currently playing Sulu is a straight man. So what do the actors tell us about Sulu?


Some people see things where others do not.  But what do you call someone who sees things that aren't there?  Crazy.


 


denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 15 2012, 4:56 am

 


OOPS..this is the third time i have been trying to reply to your post....hope this time it works...sorry, new here...



I am sorry True Spock, and I  CAN understand, why you don't see them that way. It is like seeing the slash pairing of Kirk/McCoy, McCoy/Spock, and McCoy/Scotty. I don;'t see it.....at all...but others do.


 


It truly isn;t about the sex, but more their close deeply felt bond they have formed.


 


And that is why, I write for them...



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Report this Jan. 15 2012, 5:03 am


                                                                    Numb

My heart no longer beats erratic.

It slows now, barely audible.

I am numb, my blood has lost its warmth.

It runs cold in my veins.

I am lost without him.

I am dead as he is.

No longer breathing.

No longer a rational thought.

Let darkness consume me.

I no longer want to face the day.

Take me to where he is.

That is where I should be.

By his side, forever and always.

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Report this Jan. 15 2012, 5:05 am

                                                          My Heart Beats Again (Sequel to Numb)








Do you hear how my heart beats now?

I thought I had lost you forever.

I was dead as you were.

No longer alive, for you left too soon.

You are alive now, as I hold you near.

I can feel our hearts, beating in tandem.

I no longer fear death, for you are with me.

If this is our last place together, than so be it.

We shall leave hell behind us and embrace eternity.

There is no glass between us.

Nothing, to separate us now. 

My sacrifice was just.

And I would do it again, without hesitation.

Let us disappear into the night, for we have found each other again.

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CloudMinder2

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Report this Jan. 16 2012, 1:59 pm

There once was a Vulcan named Spock


Whose ears Earthmen often did mock


But he enjoyed his science work


With his boss captain Kirk


Space secrets they both did unlock


 


"There are always alternatives" Spock

denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 16 2012, 2:05 pm

Hey, cool...cloudminder...you made a limerick.....great job...love it...


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Matthias Russell

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Report this Jan. 16 2012, 8:25 pm

This is becoming increasingly pornographic and offensive.  This isn't even about romance or love, it is just sexual and has no place on a family-friendly site.

denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 16 2012, 9:19 pm

I simply don't understand why people who hate what I do, keep coming back...I am sorry if it offends you...but the moment, it has been you and Marshall...I have removed as much of the so called perveted stuff you think i have written....


 


I am and always Will be a star trek fan...I was that first, before a slash fan. I adore the characters very much, as how they were seem by the general public. 


But, I also saw something else...between two characters. I am not here to convert anyone....I am here to express it.  For myself, and for people who see the same things that I do...There are some poems here that are very deeply filled with emotion. I even wrote one poem, where Spock was rejected by the Captain. Claiming, he wasn't interested, and left it at that...


I will try to post work that is okay for this site..and I am sorry if i have offended anyone.


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denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 16 2012, 9:23 pm


                                                            Dreaming of an Angel


Art by: Elfqueen55

He came to me during the night.

A dream so vivid, so bright.

Wings of an angel, I never would have thought.

For us it is nonsense, it was what we were taught.

Majestic, beyond what my mind could conceive.

He came to greet me, and I was there to receive.

He spread his wings across my bed and captured me.

And I left this world for an instant so we could see.

All the wonders, the stars yet unseen.

This is how I wish sometimes my life could have been.

Free of the logic that supports my day.

Give once to emotion atleast for today.

Now, he leaves me back to where I sleep.

As tears flow around me, as I weep.

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denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 17 2012, 12:45 am

I want to thank you Servalanfan for letting me know that. It is about love. And yes some are risque. But, there were some a bit too risque so  I did remove them. And I will try to post things that are not explicit....


 


Thank you...


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denise.dion2

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Report this Jan. 17 2012, 12:47 am


                                                              Dreamland

I walk with you hand in hand.



Always with me, in Dreamland.



Never in reality this we do.



Only in fantasy it is so true.



I want to walk the beach.



But it is never in my reach.



I want so much to take you there.



Fear is constant, eyes are everywhere.



So, I keep you safe in my dreams.



No one can harm you there it seems.



But sadness, brings anger.



No hurt will come, no danger.



You mean the world to me.



If only they would let us be.



So, I continue on this lonely path.



With my wondrous dreams of bubble and bath.



Always fearful of their wrath.



My solution should be simple math.



But what you do not know.



I have never told my love so.



That he is the man of my life.



He is like husband /wife.



The danger is not only from the outside.



It is also from the love I hold inside.



For what would he do?



If I told him: I LOVE YOU.



Would he be shocked, run away?



Or would he be relieved, and stay



These things I ask myself everyday.



I want to tell him NOW, not yesterday.



I, instead fall back in my safe haven.



Dreaming of him, soft skin, black hair like the raven.



We are always safe hand in hand.



Only in Dreamland.







I have been, and always shall be yours.

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Report this Jan. 17 2012, 12:49 am


                                                      Alone and Forgotten

He breathes in the scent of life.

I am transfixed by his affection for the mere flower.

He seems lost from us as he holds it tightly.

This is a side I do not see often.

He is usually so occupied and never takes the moment.

But, later he wishes he hadn't.

He keeps blaming himself for the loss of life.

I keep reminding him it wasn't his fault.

It falls on deaf ears.

The flower is discarded, for what it cost him.

But for a moment I envied that flower.

To be held so tight.

The be worshiped so.

Now, it remains alone and abandoned.

How it mirrors my own life.

Alone and forgotten.







I have been, and always shall be yours.

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